 02 January 2010 @ 12:25 PM
More love love love for 2010 and in the blink of the eye, our dates are all ending with 2010 now! seriously, 2009 was the most fast and furious year that I have been through, and why I do have a feeling that 2010 is going to be the same that way? BECAUSE OF THE JOB LOR. Hahahaha, so many many things to learn, to do, to improve on, to lalalalalala. I can go on about this till 2011 I bet. Anyway, this year, there are like, no resolutions. Not the first time anyway, and not that it's really an important issue to me. Making lists unless they are important or interesting, otherwise, I'm fine with it. So looking back on 2009's resolution, (yes there was one) did I improve and become a better person? That's tough. I shall leave it for some other day. HAHA, procrastination should be a good resolution for the year, but hey, I kind of love it. Let's just leave the resolutions thing for tomorrow. Two more days and I will be back in the camp again, it's going to be reallllllllll hectic from now on. My dark circles, eye bags are all going to be the worst ever of my entire life now. I don't know how I'm going to go on being sleep deprived everyday, because I have never ever been too sleep-deprived. Please pray that I don't screw things up! Ah, I'm such a boring person ever since I got the job really. Every post lamenting about some stuff job-related. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME! I can't go on and talk about something else now. I want to jump out of the picture and paint another one and be crazy rambling about something else that doesn't really matter. Anyway, I just woke up one hour ago and haven't had anything to eat so I'm going off to hunt for food now. Ahahahhaa, I'm so screwed up. I can't even concentrate and post a decent entry for my own viewing and writing pleasure. Sometimes I am quite disheartened with myself and that I don't know what I'm trying to do. It's all vague and only one can feel but not fully describe and define in words you see. Alright. FOOD IS LOVE. For as long as I live. :D xoxo
31 December 2009 @ 3:15 PM
adapted from shirley and facebook.  xoxo
26 December 2009 @ 12:14 AM
read: with an open mind. Scorpio has proven the ability to hold on. Scorpio's staying power is second to none. Now Scorpio needs to learn to let go. Every day Scorpio needs to find something to sell, give away, throw out or burn. If Scorpio wants to get the most out of life, Scorpio needs to let go of old crap, literally, figuratively, and most of all, psychologically.This is what I need to do, been holding on and collecting so many stuff. Dirt and dust are accumulating! Literally, figuratively, and psychologically. Scorpios are by nature introverted and tend to avoid the limelight. But if they want to attain their highest career goals they need to open up a bit and to express themselves more. They need to stop hiding their light under a bushel and let it shine. Above all, they need to let go of any vindic-liveness and small-mindedness. All their gifts and insights were given to them for one important reason - to serve life and to increase the joy of living for others. And I just find this, very applicable to me, my way of thinking. :)
This is just random, but for very long now I have been saying I love gerberas! whoohoo :D Okay, that's all for today folks. I have no idea why I can't let myself go and indulge in writing like I used to before all these happened. Maybe it's all the restrictions, maybe it's the possibility of strange eyes lurking, or maybe I simply lack the inspiration. So bear with all this for awhile now before things get back to the usual. AND MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! :D We all have so much to be thankful for, really! xoxo
24 December 2009 @ 10:04 PM
quote-worthy. Join with all those who experiment, take risks, get hurt and then take more risks. Stay away from those who affirm truths, who criticise those who do not think like them, people who have never once taken a step unless they were sure they would be respected for doing so, and who prefer certainties to doubts. like woah, paulo coelho, free internet books of his are out now at HERE, and read them before they are gone by the first week of jan if you are interested! ;D free books at minimal hassle. xoxo
20 December 2009 @ 1:35 AM
flames to dust. the one week leave. is coming to an end. hahaha, good things don't last long enough. and during the initial part of the leave all I was thinking was how good it feels, and how right this is to be outside and enjoying all the luxuries (not exaggerating because life is just that simple inside) that was once taken for granted. how much I would loveeeeeee to spend more time outside, just slacking and living the life at my own comfortable pace. but as monday draws nearer, which means the nearer we are to returning to work, the mindset changes. you know this break is because you have been working hard all this well, it's because you deserved to enjoy the scenery while you take a rest, that's why nobody stops you. the thoughts of "how nice it would be if i could just have fun with my friends everyday," just disappears into thin air because everyone else is working their asses off to have that well deserved fun. and that's just what you have to do too. you have to work hard enough to get that rest again. i have recharged myself with love and friendship, so yeah, monday, here I come. and yes, along comes the endless daunting hurdles. lastly, leaving you with a small daily read, if i should call it that, by paulo coelho, the story of a pencil. xoxo
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"ole to you nonetheless, just for having the sheer human love and stubbornness to keep showing up." - Elizabeth Gilbert "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." - Bertrand Russell "To die tomorrow, was no worse than dying on any other day." - The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho affiliates CAROLINE ESTELLA EVON FABIAN GARY HENG GUOJUN HAZEL HUI'ER HUIJUN HUI YING JASPER JASON MRAZ KENG NGUAN KEVIN MINGJUN RODNEY SHERMAIN SHERWIN SHIRLEY SIEW FONG SI YING STELLA TENG LONG WEI QIAN XUE TING YEE SHAN YEE SHIAN YUAN TING credits skin by: Jane |